January 2010
34 posts
gone
Jan 1st
December 2009
72 posts
i wish
i could just give it up and save myself from all the heartache and disappointment 
Dec 31st
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It's kind of sad
I love Christmas so much and yet I constantly have uneventful Christmases. This year was another bust :/ I don’t think i’ve had a good Christmas since freshman year. What a shame
Dec 26th
I miss you so much it hurts
Dec 24th
i'm in a crappy mood
and i honestly cannot stand being near you
Dec 24th
Dec 16th
i realized i have this weird ocd-ish thing
where i can’t go to sleep with out washing just my feet O_O it’s like sleeping with my “dirty” feet just hurts my heart. so weird
Dec 16th
i fucking hate this
Dec 16th
Please Coleen
Don’t be stupid enough to let this ruin the perfect start to your 17th birthday. That’s just stupid
Dec 14th
and i continue to wait
jesshehehaha: (via cocojuju) why bother it’s just hard not to, i guess
Dec 14th
and i continue to wait
Dec 14th
COLEEN
jesshehehaha: THIS PHOTO THING IS TOTAL BULLCRAP ON YOURS IT SAYS WE HAVE 327 PICS TOGETHA BUT ON MINE IT SAYS WE ONLY HAVE 250. WUTT BSBSBSBS AGREED!!!!!
Dec 14th
COLEEN JU
jesshehehaha: ONE OF MY MOST OFFICIAL BEACHESSSSSSS. I’M FURIOUSLY TYPING THIS AS I’M TRYING TO MAKE THE MIDNIGHT DEADLINE SINCE ITS 11:59 HAI. UM. STRANGELY, I’M SURPRISED WE HAVEN’T DRIFTED MUCH THIS YEAR. AND I’M REALLY GLAD WE HAVEN’T. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME RIDES IN THE SUMMER. AND FOR OFFERING TO DRIVE ME PLACES THIS SCHOOL YEAR TOO. I KNOW I DON’T ALWAYS EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE...
Dec 14th
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i feel the love, guys. i really do
thank you so much
Dec 14th
3 minutes
thehollyy: COOLEEN. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. AGAIN. AFTER TEXTING YOU LAST WEEK SAYING ‘HAPPYBIRTHDAY’. man did i feel dumb. :] haha. don’t even worry about it. it brightened my day :P you funny girl
Dec 14th
matty
i like the way you think
Dec 14th
Happy 17th, Coleen Juju!
ericatangg: Because I won’t be up at 12AM, here’s your birthday shout-out, cutie pie. You are part of the reason I am glad to have chosen Varsity Pit over Open Battery. [: Thanks for the rides and the cool talks. You yell at me lots, but it’s cool ‘cus I usually deserve it when you do. Rofl! You’re fantastic, admirable, a good leader, and a loyal friend. You’re feisty, you don’t take shit, and...
Dec 14th
123!
ericatangg: 1. You! 2. Today was a good day with family. [: 3. I got my Secret Santa present and I’m very happy with it. [: I still gotta get the one for Novak’s class, though. you mean zaidi’s class? LOL
Dec 14th
Dear Nathaniel Hawthorne,
i ask you, why must chapters 23 and 24 be SO DAMN DRY? thanks. a troubled reader, ju
Dec 14th
i absolutely love my little sister
:]
Dec 14th
WatchWatch
jesshehehaha: look what i found on my vimeoaccount noooooooooooooo. LOL that wasn’t even a good one :P
Dec 14th
earrings
ericatangg: cocojuju: i was going through some stuff my mom bought for my family members and at the bottom of the bag there was a pair of 1/10 karat silver hoop earrings. i thought they were really pretty and my mom said i could have them as a birthday present. i really love them :] hey joel, you and i can match now LOOL! joel has silver hoop earrings? yahhhhh. i’ve complimented...
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
i think
thehollyy: for x-mas gifts, i’m gonna be like santa claus and deliver each gift with my bike. :] i think it’ll be fun riding my bike at 7 in the morning. :D haha. that is adoooorable!
Dec 14th
michaellll
you’re making me excited for tomorrow morning!
Dec 14th
when it's good it's real good, when it's bad it's...
never in between
Dec 14th
earrings
i was going through some stuff my mom bought for my family members and at the bottom of the bag there was a pair of 1/10 karat silver hoop earrings. i thought they were really pretty and my mom said i could have them as a birthday present. i really love them :] hey joel, you and i can match now
Dec 14th
123
1. got my christmas gift supplies <3 now i just need to make everything O_O damn 2. FINISHED 3D MODEL :DDDDD 3. getting through apush 4. michael’s coming tomorrow! and i cannot wait to just attack him with a hug. i missed this guy 5. just one more week. it’ll be hell, but still…five days and then we’re free
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
i can't help but want to protect myself
no matter the cost
Dec 14th
I don't think I'd be surprised
If I didn’t even get a happy birthday from you
Dec 14th
:P
sometimes when i’m at home, just doing something by myself, i talk in some random foreign accent. this happens mostly when i’m talking to my cats or when i’m like choosing my outfit for the day, hehehe.  like five minutes ago i started talking in this like fobby/indian accent as i complained to mo mo that i was hella hungry and i laughed at how weird i really am.  coleen,...
Dec 13th
so monday will be my first day...
thehollyy: really excited! but so scared for next year. you gonna ROCK IT LIKE NO OTHER!!!! 
Dec 13th
have an awesome dinner alan!
sorry i couldn’t be there. :\ 
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
I don’t even know why I let it effect me like this. I hate it. And if I were looking at myself through another’s eyes I would be disguted. I just can’t help it right now. I’m angry. I’m frustrated. I’m sad. I’m insulted. I’m just all over the place and it’s annoying the crap out of me an everyone else. Fuck, man
Dec 13th
can this just fucking stop.
jesshehehaha: I’m over this.
Dec 13th
I'm sorry
I did it again today
Dec 12th
Erica Tang
I swear, I can always count on you to be positive when I’m down. Thanks for being such a ball of sunshine for me. And no matter what crap I say at school I hope you know that I am unbelievably happy that you decided to join varsity. Pit is already a family and I couldn’t imagine it without you. I just hope the sacrifice you made was worth the experience thus far. And I’m happy...
Dec 12th
Weather forecast says rain on my birthday
D: I love rain but still kind of gloomy
Dec 11th
Help me
It’s hard not to be sad
Dec 11th
i can't help
but hurt so much right now. i think that void is starting to form and it’s too hard to stop it. i just don’t have the willpower right now 
Dec 9th
i just need strength right now
Dec 9th
123
1. Did math hw and two apparts 2. Spent like 4 hours at jessica’s doing “apush” 3. Dragoneyes
Dec 7th
Oh how I love decorating the Christmas tree
Perfect way to end the weekend
Dec 7th
I’m actually listening to my own advice for once :D
Dec 6th
Coleen wants to go on a mini-florida-esque trip...
jweenie: jesshehehaha: where we stay at the disneyland trip overnight and experience disneyland for multiple days. so downnnnnnnnnnnn DIDN’T I PROPOSE THIS!? this was allllllll Justine. lOLOL
Dec 6th
and so i ask
where is the line i’m not supposed to cross?
Dec 2nd
birthday
is coming up. idk what i should do, or even if i should do anything. but if i fly to ohio for callbacks no way i’m asking for a partay too.
Dec 2nd