January 2009
33 posts
Mallage
So I’m at the mall using erik’s iphone and the tumblr app. This is just a test. Bye :D
on a happier note,
______ knew i was down, and tried making me smile.
thanks
this is so stupid, why do i let you piss me off so easily?
gahh
fuck you
same person, same problem, same grrr
Oh....
I thought you said you weren’t going to
(:
it’s unnerving how comfortable i am with you. you make it way too easy
wtfuxxxxxxxup
you make one for like everyone else but me and yet i made you one? not cool, not cool
yoyoyo
chicks before dicks, my friend
shocked
who knew so many guys were this profound?
oh dear
reading that post kind of brought back some insecurities
good energy jewlery
so ever since i was little my mom has given me some like pieces of jewlery that like make good energy and make you positive and happy (she’s REALLY REALLY into this kind of stuff, it’s pretty funny). anyways, while i was cleaning one of my drawer thingies i happened to find one of my long lost “happy” necklaces and i was just shocked because i thought i lost it like years...
just obsessed with this today :P
practically perfect friday (:
so today, even though i had two tests in the classes that i’m really really struggling in, was almost perfect!
i didn’t have to practice during 1st period
math test was pretty easy
didn’t do anything in cordero ^^
4th period was really easy
speech script went without a hitch
chem test wasn’t as hard as i thought it would be
got home safe and sound
got to relax...
oh how
i wish i could just scream at you and tell you all the things that you do that make me angry and just hate you. i’d be able to get rid of so much pent up anger and frustration. but you probably wouldn’t be able to take it…or you’d just fire back at me with your annoying remarks and just make me even angrier
this’ll pass; you just annoyed me a lot just now
what a ______
wow. thanks for not even trying to help. you kind of killed my night and now i’m thankful to be signing off so i’m done dealing with your monotone crap for the day.
T___T damn you
but
how would i even attempt to keep up with you? T_______T
gross
stressing out makes my skin all rough and icky x___________x
chill out, it’s not that serious anymore.
circle
top hat. paisely. forest green. change. doctor. maroon. pomegranate seed. pickles. + me
let’s meet up. catch up. party. have fun.
more like depressing, don’t you think? lol
since
it’s not boys that’s making me lose sight of my friends but the percussionists my new saying is-
chicks before sticks
fshofsho
wow
so i just realized that i feel distant towards everyone right now. for some reason i can’t think of a time where like the homies just hung out. i think it’s because now that infoor season has officially started percussion has basically become my life and all i think about is being around the percussion kids. that’s so terrible :x but i mean, everyday i either go be a loner at the...
don’t do that to me. it brings my hopes up
Wednesday
So I’m on my cell right now because I’m way too lazy to get up and turn on my computer. Ah well. I need to sleep soon anyways, I’m sick and just need to refuel :x
So today was a pretty meh day. Nothing really good happened and I got really pissed that I probably can’t go to sadies QQ. When I got home after Wednesday night I proceeded to call people up in my classes to ask...
efffff that
-sigh-
i wish i could know him like you do. but for some reason we just don’t seem to be getting closer :\
what a shame
i hope
i get better at school for second semester :x
maybe i’ll come around?
speech follies
okay, so the problem with speech follies is that i really dont’ want to do it but it has been matty’s dream the whole year to preform for all our friends.
in the beginning of the year i had also really wanted to preform because i thought it would just be so great! letting all our friends see what we’ve been doing and everything. but right now i am honestly too scared to want to...
god?
just give me someone to talk to
i don’t even know why i’m holding on anymore
what’s the point?